Do you Believe?

Before you read the following I have always been a believer in Jesus Christ. I wasn't speaking of Christ and I am reading more and if I would have opened the bible before you wouldn't have believed me. I also must convey to you, this is not about me. This is only about Jesus Christ. All Poems Written Approx 4 years ago and current photos are from this year end of May 2019

Do you believe? how many times in your life something bad has happened to you and you place blame on God? I want to convey to you I wake up every morning and feel I need to start over again. Yes, some would laugh and maybe think of Ground Hog Day where Bill Murray wakes up the same time each day and his alarm clock is playing the same song! I wake up and think " A new day to begin, to start all over again."

What I am about to reveal to you is the truth. A Whispering Angel did come to me unseen and told me. I named An Angel.

An Angel

Wings of beauty a touch of silk opened them up filled with grace laid down beside me and woke me up. A new day to begin to start all over again.

A tear fell from my eye, A whispering angel wiped it dry. Feathers of silk, a tender soul to watch over me and guide me through. God has given you love, believe as I am here whispering to you and wiping your tear, your battles do not fear as he will take them and hold you near. God loves you she whispered in my ear.

As I have stated prior I didn't open the bible and read it, I am in the belief that if I would have this message wouldn't be believed.

Matthew 10:27 Jesus says 27 What I tell you in the dark, speak in the daylight; what is whispered in your ear, proclaim from the roofs. 28 Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.29 Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care. 30 And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

Proclaim from the roofs. 

My Actual Balcony is on a Roof. Correction I moved here in Aug 2018

May 2019 There was a tree with many branches cut to bring sunshine through. Reason warmth for a purpose. Let the light in. The branches of course are big and small and made of Wood. (Carpenter) Cut the tree for Light. Light of the Holy Spirit to show you he is near. I am here.  Several day later in the dark Jesus image appeared.  I must first show you the poem Unseen. Written before I opened the bible.

Unseen
A man in a distance left her and unseen left her heart and soul crazy as it seems. Not understanding held captive in her heart – then left she cried and screamed, where would she go now for the comfort of the one unseen? Confusion and sadness fell upon her soul, she doesn’t understand. She looked in the distance and didn’t see him standing there, the unseen. Moonbeams and lighting she began to cry grieving from her heart weeping aloud somber cry. She looked out her window for the one unseen, she wrapped herself up with warmth and comfort a soul frozen in time. Come back! Come back! she thought and cried she doesn’t understand this love of this kind. Feelings overwhelmingly took over her soul for the one unseen, she grieved alone. I actually grieved at the time of writing Unseen.

1. Tree ( See Matthew 12:30 - 37) and Tree cut for the Light to come through.
2. The Light of the world / Light. (this month May 2019, reason tree was cut, men came to cut tree to heat a pool) Angel Poem # 7 below to a person with the 1st letter "A" in there name.  4 Years prior we spoke about a pool and there is a huge impact of Jesus Christ message.  Hopefully "A" will now understand the true message of what actually took place and others will also open there hearts for the spirit of our Lord.
3. Jesus Christ now seen and not unseen any longer.
4. The heart is dimming.

During the process of cutting this tree down for many days the image appeared.  (See Photos Below) This is the tree that was cut. It had large branches and small ones. There isn't any science behind how the tree was cut, cutting this tree was done in no particular order.  

Jesus Christ not unseen. First photo is partial image of his Jesus Christ Face, the second photo taken is full face an image of Jesus.  I do have a witness.  Matthew 10:27 Jesus says, 27 What I tell you in the dark, speak in the daylight;  

Please feel free to click on any photo to enlarge.

1st photo partial face

2nd photo full face of Jesus.

Couple days later sitting outside looking at the same view I looked across the street and there is a heart with a stake in the heart and small light.

Why is the above photo have any significance? About a year ago  I sat upon a large stone and there was many smaller stones like rubble and I picked up a heart shape stone that matches the heart in the above photo and in anger one day because of being tortured I walked outside of my backdoor at my apartment building and placed the heart shaped stone right outside the right side of the door on this little patch of grass with dirt. A couple of days later the stone was gone.  I would hope whomever has taken that heart shape stone would please bring it back to me I must place that heart shaped stone up to the trees to be a witness that it matches. I need to share with everyone.

Several signs prior from 4 years ago, I will explain.  I will not give the parties full names. I hope and pray for them  and "That all hear this message of our Lord"

1. Several years ago I worked with a diverse set of people, during that time I was in a position of being in a state of sadness and I was never able to achieve anything of importance, felt put down and played. A male told me at this place  I was told no matter what I did at this place It wasn't going to be good enough.
2.  Defeated before it even began, so they thought...
3. While working at this place things began to happen spiritually to me.
4. I would say and do actions that some would tend to believe strange and disbelieve my person. I was even made out to be very evil.
5. I started to write and the purpose of the writing was with the help of  our Lord. The Lord uses people and if you wait and listen you will hear his message, I believe 100% truth of our Lord Jesus Christ timing. Now is the time.
6. While writing, I was not a bible reader and the message was not to open the bible I would go somewhere and I would hear "she's doesn't read the bible she doesn't believe in Jesus" If I would have opened the bible you wouldn't have believed me. 
7. The angel came to me and told me God Loves Me and A new day to begin again. When prior of speaking to A, we talked about a pool. (See above about Light)   I then needed to relay what the Angel said to a certain person with the first name with initial "A"  I had to convince W and W was hesitant to go tell A, go tell A the following - "A new day to begin to start all over again. W did go tell "A". I must tell you by doing this cause so much trouble. There was a purpose and that is the message I am trying to tell you today. Before opening the bible, an Angel Whispered to me. See Poem Below referenced as Ref #7

From the bible it states

Matthew 10:27 what is whispered in your ear, proclaim from the roofs."

Also, Matthew 14 & 15 For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins. Jesus used "A" that day. Hopefully he now can start all over again in the glory of out Lord Jesus Christ your loving Father who loves you and you are verified proof of a spirit of our Lord and a witness of this day. This is about Jesus, not of a living man, he controls and the heart is dimmed and your heart needs light. Open your heart and hear his message.

I hope everyone sees the heart in the above photo and that it has become a small light. What happens when it's all gone? Darkness. This message is for everyone, What is happening to your heart & spirit? without heart you have nothing when it comes to Jesus Christ your heart is empty and your spirit is empty. Do you see? Hear his message?

8. Book Binder - (Not to open the bible) Pages laid openly words written, unspoken Leathered and stitched, bound her eye's shed with tears. Gods spoken words  they did not hear, She laid upon his feet and feared Gods upon us.

At that very time and place 4 years ago some people didn't hear the message and the Lord Jesus Christ wanted it that way. I didn't open the bible and now I have, because of his purpose of the truth. "See I am here do you see? I gave this women a message to give to you." How sad was I as you walked by I waited to hear your words. They didn't come. I was a song and yet you didn't sing. I wanted to dance with you and you turned me away. I love so strong.  Do you not love me? This lady didn't open the bible I gave her words and you did not hear them. I give you. See Poem below Ref# 9 Compassion

9. Without you "D" this would not been possible. I will tell you, you are the beacon. BEACON: A fire, light set up in a high or prominent position as a warning, signal or celebration. Jesus Christ used you for the benefit of many.

10. The body of Christ. Fine Wine.  Fill yourselves. Fine wine for dinning, the aroma of a soul. Sweet, Juicy, Wet, Swallow me. Taste the sweetness, taste me, drink me up. Feel the body and feel me with your love, fine wine for dinning.  Jesus Christ is not bitter.  Is your spirit bitter? is your hearts bitter? See Poem below Ref #10

Ref# 7. The Angel: Wings of beauty a touch of silk opened them up filled with grace laid down beside me and woke me up. A new day to begin to start all over again. A tear fell from my eye, A whispering angel wiped it dry. Feathers of silk, a tender soul to watch over me and guide me through. God has given you love, believe as I am here whispering to you and wiping your tear, your battles do not fear as he will take them and hold you near. God loves you she whispered in my ear.

Ref# 8. Book Binder. Pages laid openly words written, unspoken Leathered and stitched, bound her eye's shed with tears. Gods spoken words they did not hear, She laid upon his feet and feared Gods upon us.

Ref# 9 Compassion How sad was I as you walked by I waited to hear your words, they'd grabbed my heart whispering a passionate kiss, a lovers dance, a song yet to be sung, a compassionate hug, a love so strong. You filled my heart with your magical words casting a spell with my devotion. I opened my heart with loving compassion. 

Ref# 10 Fine wine for dinning, the aroma of a soul. Sweet, Juicy, Wet, Swallow me. Taste the sweetness, taste me, drink me up. Feel the body and feel me with your love, fine wine for dinning

Matthew 12:30-37 New International Version (NIV)

30 “Whoever is not with me is against me, and whoever does not gather with me scatters. 31 And so I tell you, every kind of sin and slander can be forgiven, but blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven. 32 Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come.

33 “Make a tree good and its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad, for a tree is recognized by its fruit. 34 You brood of vipers, how can you who are evil say anything good? For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of. 35 A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him. 36 But I tell you that everyone will have to give account on the day of judgment for every empty word they have spoken. 37 For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.”

Luke 6:17-26 New International Version (NIV)

Blessings and Woes

17 He went down with them and stood on a level place. A large crowd of his disciples was there and a great number of people from all over Judea, from Jerusalem, and from the coastal region around Tyre and Sidon, 18 who had come to hear him and to be healed of their diseases. Those troubled by impure spirits were cured, 19 and the people all tried to touch him, because power was coming from him and healing them all.

20 Looking at his disciples, he said:

“Blessed are you who are poor,
    for yours is the kingdom of God.
21 Blessed are you who hunger now,
    for you will be satisfied.
Blessed are you who weep now,
    for you will laugh.
22 Blessed are you when people hate you,
    when they exclude you and insult you
    and reject your name as evil,
        because of the Son of Man.

23 “Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their ancestors treated the prophets.

24 “But woe to you who are rich,
    for you have already received your comfort.
25 Woe to you who are well fed now,
    for you will go hungry.
Woe to you who laugh now,
    for you will mourn and weep.
26 Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you, for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets.

My prayer to all of you, 

I wish you love, and the spirit of our Lord opens your hearts and your spirit is filled with his light and love.  
May God Bless You and Peace Be with You.

If you see the time stamped on this blog 711 that has no significance. Just happened to be a coincidence. I know that some people might get freaked out or you believe in the miracles with relating to numbers.  Please do not take this message that I have shared with you in any negative way. Jesus Christ loves you and is waiting for you.

The Beautiful Collection of Souls

THE BEAUTIFUL COLLECTIONS OF THINGS.

  Many people collect. They have a collection such as figurines, trains, coins, books, poems, array of things even mind body and souls. You sit back and look at your collection and are in awe and admire!  Oh the brilliance of what you have given yourself!!  It has taken you years!! You feel proud, you want to show off what you have placed in your collection and you want others to like it as well. You can now talk and talk about what you have collected over the years and affirm you are the expert.

Your collection is now better than someone else's even after you have tried to explain whom collects the same as you. You try to convince anyone who will listen and you just don't hear and it falls on deaf ears.

  I started to write this several of days ago and now a week and what I really want to do is get right to the heart of the matter, to the point.  If you read my 1st page on my blog and I told you that it took 43 years in the making to open the bible,  you would question and say that is impossible! Sure, I've known of Jesus Christ and watch the old movies around the holidays and even went to church (not consistent). Here's the point, I never opened it opened it (the Bible and read through the pages) If I would have you wouldn't have believed me.  My testimony before I leave this life it to tell you the word of our Lord and the truth. 

Some will continue to call me a liar and I am completely fine with that, that doesn't change any fact of the truth of a servant to the true one. 1=3 & 3=1 (Jesus Christ)

  My collection is of this (faith & truth): I am a tortured victim of many years. I have been harmed on every part of my body, no denial! it's fact. I am a person who has been mind skulled because of SCIENCE, a crime and a technique of a horrific kind of the mind control. IT DOES EXIST but here's the thing folks my divine Lord who's placed his spirit within me was never broken or taken. Fact & Truth. I will not at this point go into the horrific nature of the torture that I endured, I will at a later time.

  My collection is writing of our Lord without opening of the bible, the words that I try to convey to you will never make justice of the divine. Simply the mind sometimes resists. Before you continue to read what I say, please look at it from the perspective of the most significances of our Lord. I am a servant. I also need to explain I have witnessed the abyss (EVIL) I have never put a name on the abyss until recently by a man named SAM SHAMOUN on a video. My heartfelt thanks to Sam.

I have wrote of what I am about to tell you prior, I do not know what happened of the blog or even if it still exist, I no longer have access to that blog. What I am about to tell you before Science took over on giving me pain. Evil abyss at 12.

  When I was 12 I had experience evil in the summer of 1976. the depths of evil abyss.  Before I continue, what I am telling you is the truth, I make no claims of being a saint or a prophet only a servant and I am a sinner. I have gain pain and torture because of people not understanding, afraid even jealousy and perverts of evil and putting people in my life to discredit what really had happened, you would call them liars. I am a human being and with being a human being I find it very hard to utter the words I forgive you. In one sense I have and on the other I haven't due to the torture by Science and people and the hurt caused on my Children,  I haven't been able to accomplish the completeness of forgiving but I can most definitely tell you that with Jesus Christ he will speak to you and not Science. Science does play a significant part in our every day lives and can be helpful but sometimes very harmful.  Jesus Christ has more power and does show himself.

  Experiencing evil, I will try my best to explain in details.  I am 12 and I find myself at the locked basement door trying to open it, while I am trying to open this door I hear my mother as if she was standing right next to me telling my brother to go get your sister. My mother lived in a three room apartment upstairs from my grandmother and o get to the basement door you have to open the kitchen door then walk down 12 steps then make a slight right then another slight right and take 5 steps and your at the basement door. How do I hear my mother in her bedroom at this door? My brother is now standing slightly behind me and I have my hand on the door knob and he is trying to pry my hand off the door knob, I had strength of a thousand Army's and he couldn't remove my hand from the door knob. I was approximately 95 to 100 lbs girl. I turned and walked away from him and within 2 to 3 seconds up 12 steps flew up the steps. When I say flew I had flown. I was screaming please help me and I enter the kitchen and I am still screaming, I was trapped and mumbling and couldn't articulate what I wanted to say. I heard everything around me like the person was standing next to me. I am now standing on my mother bed screaming and the scream was so loud the block over people had awoken from their sleep, the neighbor next door called the police. I fly off my mother bed onto the kitchen floor and I am screaming help me help me and I am trapped in the most pit of evil. Evil Abyss. I am now standing slightly away from my mother's door frame and fly onto the kitchen table, I had no control of my own body.  I am still screaming help me and sobbing, sobbing of grieve that is 50 million times more of when a loved one has passed.  I hear my grandmother get out of her bed and I am aware she will be coming up the steps, she walks into my mother kitchen and says what is going on here? by that time I had gotten off the kitchen table and was standing in the door way of the living room, my grandmother turns to me and I fly onto her and I wrapped my legs around her and my arms like I am holding onto a pole and the grip is so tight she is trying to get my body off of hers and I am screaming help me help me and I am still sobbing and I cannot get away from evil and she is trying to pry my arms off of her. My grandmother was in a standing position while I had a hold of her.  How do I explain evil abyss? Really words cannot express but I will try my best, sorrow 50 million more times then what you have experienced in your life. I was 12 and heard every one and watch every movement of everyone who was there. Like seeing everything happening outside myself.  During this time I even knew when the neighbor put on their bedroom light. It was like the universe in a stand still but it had to be or it would be off balance. The movie the exorcist is evil but no comparison to actual evil. If I would have opened that basement door I would have been damned. The word damned? you see at 12 I didn't even know what the word damned was, I know evil that will devour your spirit not of men on earth.

  Annalise Michele was damned and a test of our faith. Truth & Fact, this was NOT science. The lord brought into my life a Michael. The lord also brought a priest along with Michael. Fact & Truth. The man that I married was a Michael and his best friend at that time was a priest.  I married at 18 and I was divorced at 25 Michael is no longer in my life now and from what I have been told the x-priest didn't like me and told Michael he wanted our marriage to end.  WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING MICHAEL & PRIEST? Answer: purpose. Who would believe me? Why does this matter, hopefully as you continue to read my blog I will be able to help you understand that the lord has a reason to use people as a servant in ways that are unbelievable to others and to bring you to him.

 To read about Annalise please click on the above link in blue.

Please read further,

  What are the chances of what I am about to tell you? is it really possible 25 years later to move into a neighborhood not knowing anyone and my other two sons were 3 & 5 at that time of moving into this new community and 8 years later my sons first girlfriend at 13 looks like Annalise and they could've been sisters. Evil came along not the girlfriend, she's not evil, people made me look like a child predator.  I was shunned from the community.  I know the truth. Who would believe me? no one, little faith and people who claimed to be faithful to Jesus Christ turned their backs against me. I know I have a connection with Annalise like no other, not a connection with my son's girlfriend, that is a sick mind of evil that would imply such sickness. Who would believe me? No one would.  I know you're thinking to yourself no-way!!! Yes way! Some people who listen still don't hear the truth, you hear what you want to hear or gossip takes over and not the truth.  My entire family was torn apart, I will explain further at a later time. Now getting back to my connection, my spirit in the name of Christ, people who know me will know whom this looks like from that neighborhood.   The below photo is of Annalise.

I told the girl that I wanted her to be with my son forever and gave her a hug. Who would believe me? I named her Wish. I AM NOT EVIL

Evil swept through the community and took lives, hurt our families that I lived in.  It has been 43 years since the death of Annalise whom was damned, no fault of a young women but due to the devil. FACT!!!!!!!!!!  Here I am 43 years later telling the truth and I wasn't damned. I love Annalise we are more connected then what you would believe. The Lord shows himself. Not that Jesus is evil. Who would believe me? Words fall on deaf ears, seeing is believing. You might be a person who visually has to see.  I will not be able to use the photograph of the 13 year old girl from the community I lived in but,  100% no doubt it's true and if you did research you will only come to one conclusion and you would no longer have any doubt. I am not making a blog to convince anyone, I am a servant that know the truth. Who would believe me?

  People believe that you cannot make any mistakes if you are a servant, no they say you have to be perfect or use what they believe they have over you, a sin or sins. Recently a african american female in a store said she was perfect and then said oh I forgot then proceeded to say I need to buy a pack of cigarettes, while recently I said that openly in either my car or home or on this blog that if you are a servant of the lord people have the ideology that you can't sin, at least that is what I have witnessed or if the Lord blessed you with what he has shown a sinner. Mocking being blessed. I AM BLESSED. 43 years of the lords timing!

  Why did you do this sin or whatever a sinner might do. I never murdered anyone!  I didn't walk into a store with the intentions of putting myself on anyone but only to buy what I needed and go on my merry way.  I get that all the time, strangers that seem to think they know me and say things. (Gossip) a form of Stalking. Stalkers are perfect they don't sin, the victim is the sinner, not godly enough!  I will explain stalking & Evil science at  later time. 

 Whom am I to say when the Lords timing is? Whom am I to say to the Lord  "Lord! you due things on my time not yours!" 55-12= 43 years of my Lord timing to convey the truth through his timing!!!!!!